I'm still alive and well btw! I got a job, but it isnt sufficient to help my family out. might open a commission soon to help lift the burden(still owe alot) i'll get things settled and done! thanks you for all the watches and comments ) they make me strive to never give up.

And recently(earlier this year) my cat got infected by fungus, and his condition was so terrible on the first few months. He was already recovering but it attacked him again. Think it was my fault sigh. His condition worsens these couple of months and i was really freaking out. Qe brought him to the vet saying that the meds they gave wasnt that effective. The most heartbreaking news we got from her was this: they need to put him down. He's dangerous around humans and things like that, also I have my parents around and I dont want anything to happen to them. It was heartbreaking. I was in the middle of dilemma and contemplation. But, doc also told me, that theres still a light of hope to save him. She doubled the med's dosage, gave him immune boosters and some antibiotics. The first week was tough, he was weak, he didnt meow, he wasnt even interested in me(unless i bring him food), he looked terrible, caged up, i cried every time i see him. It was difficult, I didnt see any improvement on the first week, i almost gave up, i turned to my parents asking if its the right thing to do; putting him down, letting him out of his misery(doc said fungus are infecting his lungs already). i prayed to god everyday to help me in healing him and let my cat get better.

But thanks to my mum, she told me to continue helping him. As days passed, my dad started noticing that he's wounds and swells are getting better. Today, i noticed that his wounds arent as bad as i saw a few days earlier, but I'm a little concerned, because for the past couple of days, he looks as if he "died" it worries me. My mum told me that she called out for him and he ignored my mum's calling and she had to pretend to open the cage and he finally woke up. As for today, his eyes was half lidded, and mouth opened. Called out to him but he didnt respond. I imitated my mum's trick and he got up. Freaked me out.  I dont want to put my hopes too high, but i'll continue medicating him and i'll give it another 2 months,tops. Pray for me that my cat and I will be alright. I dont want to lose him just yet.

My baby Leo, full recover soon, mommy loves you xx

Thanks for reading. I felt like sharing this story.
Kou